This'll be a very emo and heartbreaking post...to me

Because I am a fool...

a fool who fell in love with u again.... a fool who shared his luckiness with u... a fool who gets jealous when u're outside with him not replying my msgs... a fool who gets angry with you for nth... a fool who trying out to touch ur heart... a fool who keep wanting to know what you're doing... a fool who woke up early just to msg u in the first few weeks of ur school... a fool who gets heartbroken when see the closeness between u and him during the grp outings... a fool who continued liking you even knowing there's someone in ur heart... a fool who put you as the factor for certain things... a fool who thinks of you... a fool who prayed for ur health and studies every night before slp... a fool who thought that your smile is meant for me... a fool who dont want to lose the sight of you... a fool who kept checking if you're online... a fool who said you look great in your clothing... a fool who want to spend more time with you... a fool who smiled when u replied back... a fool who willing to help u whole-heartedly... a fool who trusted you...
A fool who got fooled by you...


毕竟对你...我只不过是个傻瓜而已。

I want to scream, I want to shout,
I want to have faith and never doubt.
I want to bend, I want to break,
to sleep and never wake,
...to break down walls and to escape,
be alone and hide my face.
I want to feel, I want to touch,
I want to stop wanting you so much.