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What is that fine & firm like thing on QiuQiu & Dweam’s blog? Read about it here!

2011-09-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

What is that fine & firm like thing on QiuQiu & Dweam’s blog? Read about it here!

Want to travel around the world? Join the #Cars2Race and stand a chance to win a pair of tickets to Italy!

2011-08-18T14:22:00.000+08:00

Want to travel around the world? Join the #Cars2Race and stand a chance to win a pair of tickets to Italy!

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2011-08-18T14:21:00.000+08:00

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2011-07-31T21:55:00.000+08:00

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With the latest stem cell technology, we can achieve even denser lashes for Asian eyelashes using Lancome Hypnose Precious Cells!

2011-07-26T18:46:00.000+08:00

With the latest stem cell technology, we can achieve even denser lashes for Asian eyelashes using Lancome Hypnose Precious Cells!

Share your reflections on the Singapore Spirit to celebrate the Singapore’s 46th birthday! #NDP

2011-07-26T18:35:00.000+08:00

Share your reflections on the Singapore Spirit to celebrate the Singapore’s 46th birthday! #NDP

Give your freshest take on fresh – design a panel for #MARIGOLDPEELFRESH to win $2500 Cash & APPLE IPAD 2!

2011-07-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

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2011-07-18T01:40:00.000+08:00

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2011-07-18T01:38:00.000+08:00

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Free invites for me + 20 of you to Amnesia Ibiza by SingTel, let's win this together here!

2011-04-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

Free invites for me + 20 of you to Amnesia Ibiza by SingTel, let's win this together here!

2011-01-01T18:07:00.001+08:00

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Time to say goodbye to 2010 and say hello to 2011!~

Wish 2011 will be successful and fruitful year for all! =)

2010-12-11T08:36:00.001+08:00

Glad that they won this award.

SNSD HWAITING!~

2010-11-01T16:42:00.002+08:00

Woooo it's November now... 1 more week left to enjoy with my hair intact...

Felt so dull when going NS. It's a waste of TIME! -.-

2010-10-20T12:27:00.001+08:00

2010-10-20T01:33:00.002+08:00

Recently been staying at home watching korea variety show called "Invincible Youth". It's about 7 girls from top K-Pop idol groups wherein they experience how it is to live and survive in the rural Korea outdoors. They are The 7 Girls include Narsha of Brown Eyed Girls, Han Sunhwa of Secret, Hyuna of 4minute, Hyomin of T-ara, Sunny and Kwon Yuri of Girls' Generation, and Goo Hara of Kara.

This show is one of the best I ever seen. So much of touching scenes esp the ending with different emotional pictures taken and "McFly - All About You" as the background music.

Tats all I can say... Watch and experience it yourself~ =)

2010-10-17T16:40:00.004+08:00

I'm so into k-pop!!!

2010-10-08T18:00:00.001+08:00

2010-10-03T14:31:00.002+08:00

Hit the club ytd...with no dinner taken. Result - Vomitted.

Evening - Went to klub party @ ZOUK with woon yong... Drank a jug of vodka apple since 1-for-1.

Night - Stayed on to phuture with pauline, huimin and eugene.

Morning - Sleep for 4 hrs.

Afternoon - Blogged this post. =)

2010-10-01T20:30:00.001+08:00

Back from phuket... Seems quite fun... Travel time ALOT! Activities LITTLE! =(

2010-09-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

In few hrs time, I will be flying off to phuket...~ for 4 nights!!! :D

hope everything will be fun!!! and most imptly, SAFE! =]

2010-09-24T12:57:00.001+08:00

A relationship doesn't need any promises, terms or conditions. It just need 2 person: 1 who can trust and 1 who can understand.

2010-09-22T12:43:00.001+08:00

2010-09-21T20:01:00.002+08:00

This morning went back to GF... to return work pass...locker keys and timesheet to HR department...

Went to rp to have breakfast with woon yong... turned out great cuz i miss the foods there ALOT!
too bad..the waffles store close during holidays.. =[

2010-09-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

Today was the last day working @ Global Foundries. Well... I kinda miss the people there... esp. some of them who was nice to me... :) I was asked to extend my contract twice but i rejected cuz... oversea trip... some arrogant people... the working hours... Argh!~

Not sure if want to get a 1-mth job during oct... 50/50 i guess...

Can't wait for Oct 23rd! :D

2010-09-11T17:19:00.001+08:00

2010-09-02T22:24:00.001+08:00

It's better to just quietly miss someone. Rather than letting them know and just get no response.

2010-09-02T18:34:00.000+08:00

“People want to be in love so badly that they throw themselves in it, without stopping to figure out if it’s real.”

i love this sentence very much...

2010-09-01T19:31:00.000+08:00

Who want to go Korean Pop Night Concert 2010 and Super Junior Super Show 3?!!!

2010-08-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, "us" in trust, and "if" in life.

2010-08-26T18:42:00.001+08:00

2010-08-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

The past is there for us to learn. For us to remember the mistakes that we’ve made, so that we won’t make those same mistakes again in the future. Don’t dwell on the past so much that you can’t move forward. Don’t let the past hurt you so much that you can’t enjoy the present, and look forward to the future. Remember, the past is a chapter in your life, and not the final fullstop. - Life’s Little Wonders

2010-08-21T00:53:00.000+08:00

let's play WII =]

2010-08-20T10:17:00.002+08:00

2010-08-19T17:43:00.002+08:00

I totally love this movie, its storyline...everything

Nozomi Sasaki is so beautiful...she's only 21!!!

recommended to all :)

2010-08-19T17:30:00.001+08:00

Stay true to yourself. Don't waver.

Love lives to be expressed...

2010-08-15T13:05:00.000+08:00

2010-08-13T10:19:00.001+08:00

Damn good, Damn pretty. OMG!~

2010-08-11T10:22:00.001+08:00

If I could have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and this life. But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year to spend a longer time with you.

2010-08-09T11:48:00.001+08:00

this so funny

2010-08-05T01:40:00.000+08:00

this is so funny!!!

2010-07-28T10:28:00.001+08:00

I don't really think people can change. You know at the end of the day you are who you are, and it's probably who you've always been.

2010-07-24T01:57:00.001+08:00

2010-07-22T03:04:00.001+08:00

Have you ever been deeply in love?

Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

2010-07-21T14:58:00.001+08:00

I'm tired of being nice to people who don't give a shit about me.

Find a heart that will love you at your worst and arms that will hold you at your weakest.

2010-07-18T02:30:00.001+08:00

2010-07-16T15:37:00.001+08:00

You cannot free yourself from a problem by shutting your eyes to it so...

To free yourself from a problem you have to acknowledge it and face it with your eyes and heart open.

2010-07-15T02:33:00.000+08:00

Nice song sang by 丁噹 but the singing part quite soft so turn up ur volume =]

2010-07-10T12:02:00.001+08:00

How do you define love?

Do you make people fall for you and feel a short damn moment of happiness?

Then the next thing you do, dump them?

If that's how you define love then I should say you've loved me quite well.

2010-07-07T16:48:00.001+08:00

In life, NEEDS & WANTS are really different with each other. In your life, I’m not always there whenever you WANT me to be there, but to tell you I’m always here whenever you NEED me.

2010-07-06T21:44:00.001+08:00

Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the tears will wash away the hurt, pains and the bitterness that the past has left in you. Let go of yesterday and let love find its way back to you.

2010-07-05T22:19:00.001+08:00

딴따란딴 딴따란딴 딴따란딴 따다따라빠/当搭啷当当搭啷当当搭啷当搭搭搭啦叭
딴따란딴 딴따란딴 딴따란딴 따다따라빠/当搭啷当当搭啷当当搭啷当搭搭搭啦叭

넌 알까말까 알까말까 너무 예쁜 미인아/不管你知不知道知不知道美丽的美人啊
날 미쳤다고 말해도 난 니가 좋다 미인아/就算你让我疯狂还是爱你美人啊
누가 전해줘 My baby to my baby 내가 여기 있다고 말야/谁来帮我告诉她My baby to my baby 我就在这里啊
기다린다 말야 (Baby you turn it up now)/等待着你啊(Baby you turn it up now)

넌 가타부타 가타부타 말 좀 해라 미인아/你啊好不好啊好不好啊告诉我吧美人啊
니 마음을 가졌다면 그냥 나는 삶의 Winner/如果我能拥有你的心我就是生命中的Winner
이 세상의 이치란 이치란 /这世界的真理所谓的真理
용기 있는 자를 따라 나 같은 놈 말야/跟随着勇者吧像是我这样的勇者啊

옛말에 Say 열 번 찍으면 넘어간다 으쓱 으쓱 으쓱/古人的话say 砍十次也会倒的啊唉呀唉呀唉呀
그녀는 강적 끄떡없다 삐쭉 삐쭉 삐쭉/她是个强敌不动如山噘嘴噘嘴噘嘴
난 어떡할까 어떡할까 그녀만이 내 관심인 걸 걸 걸/我该怎么办能怎么办我偏偏只喜欢她她她

Bounce to you Bounce to you 내 가슴은 널/Bounce to you Bounce to you 我的心只向着她
향해 잡힐 수도 없을 만큼 뛰고 있는걸/无法停止的狂跳着
Break it Down to you Down to you 내 가슴이 너/Break it Down to you Down to you 我的心只要你
널 갖지 못한다면 멈출 거란다 (날 바라봐라)/如果无法拥有你就会停止啊(看看我吧)

볼까말까 볼까말까 볼까말까 나 같은 남자/要看不看要看不看要看不看我这样的男人
본체만체 본체만체 본체만체 돌아서 봐도/要理不理要理不理要理不理尽管回头看了看
보고봐도 보고봐도 보고봐도 나 밖에 없다/就算看了就算看了就算看了也只有我
보나마나 보나마나 보나마나 (Baby you turn it up now)/无庸置疑无庸置疑无庸置疑(Baby you turn it up now)

뭘 살까 살까 살까 살까 너를 위한 선물/该买买买买些什么当作礼物
오 미치겠다. 생각만 해도 좋아할 니 모습/哦快要疯了光想都觉得幸福的你的模样
Listen girl! 좋아해 Baby girl! 사랑해/Listen girl! 我喜欢你Baby girl! 我爱你
나만이 너를 위한 남자 들어줘 봐 너를 향한 고백/我是为你而生的男人听听看吧我对你的告白

내 맘의 say 애만 태우지 말고 제발 끄덕 끄덕 끄덕/我的心say 不要独自焦急拜托点头点头点头
이 노력 정도면 나라도 구해 기특 기특 기특/这样努力过的话就算是我也勇气可嘉好棒好棒
난 어떡하라고 어떡하라고 그녀만이 내 전부인 걸 걸 걸/我该怎么办能怎么办成为我的全部的她她她

보나마나 보나마나 보나마나 나 밖에 없다/无庸置疑无庸置疑无庸置疑

난 드뎌 미칠거야 폭발해 버릴 거야/我终于发狂全部都要爆发
더 못 참겠어 그녀만의 밀고 당기기/再也无法忍耐关于她的秘密
오 진짜 미칠거야 누가 좀 말려봐 봐/哦真的快要抓狂谁来劝劝我
이렇게 힘들 거란 걸 누가 말했어야지/怎么会这么累谁来告诉我

(It's) True true 내 감정은 갈 곳이 없어/(It's) True true 我的感情只有你
네게 맞춰 버린걸 넌 잘 알잖니/就只有你你也明白的吧
How to keep loving you? 내가 진짜 네게 잘할게/How to keep loving you? 我会对你很好很好
이대로 날 썩혀 두지마/不要就这样放着我不管啊

기다린다 미인아! Hope you'll step to me step to me/我会等你美人啊! Hope you'll step to me step to me
사랑한다 미인아! Bring it sign to me sign to me/我爱你美人啊! Bring it sign to me sign to me
하하하하 하하하하하/哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
그녀가 이미 날 바라볼 준비가 돼 있었나 봐/她已经准备好就只注视着我一人

2010-07-01T11:03:00.001+08:00

Knowing is better than wondering. Waking is better than sleeping. And even the biggest failure beats the hell out of never trying. Never settle for average. It's just as close to the bottom as it is to the top. It's better to cross a line & suffer the consequences than to just stare at the line for the rest of your l i f e.

2010-06-27T02:23:00.001+08:00

there's this saying... i found it so true...

"I've finally realized the people that you love who don't love you back are just another lesson in life .. it's like God is teaching us that there can be so much better than what we thought was the best."

2010-06-23T22:24:00.001+08:00

This afternoon, met Huimin and Jiachin for movie - Karate kid at CWP. It was quite a good movie i can say... those funny parts, those determined parts... it was cool... every movie tells a meaning/teaching... And for this movie...

"No matter how hard your life will be, it's your choice to stand up and make a change."

I could be your paper. You can write your feelings, scribble your anger, use me to absorb tears. But don't throw me away after use. 'Coz when you feel cold, I'll burn myself just to give you warmth.

2010-06-23T01:21:00.001+08:00

This is soooooooooo meaningful...

don't you ever look pathetic to anyone when you're broken. because you shouldn't ask someone to love you if they don't love you.. especially if they're loving someone else.. and you shouldn't beg for love... because you should earn it.. so you could deserve it.. so just love yourself more so people will know how to love you the way... you want to and in the way it should be...

2010-06-22T18:13:00.002+08:00

Watched the movie " She's Out of My League ". It's a very good romance comedy movie... It's a story about a guy named Kirk who is an average joe met a perfect woman, Molly. But due to his lack of confidence and the influence of his friends and family begin to pick away at the relationship. So how will the love goes for them?!! your own to find out :D

After the movie, I felt that love is not about status, not about career, not about looks. It's about you and the other half accepting and understanding each other.

Sooooooo remember to catch it :=]

2010-06-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

Did a quiz about horoscope husband/wife on the Facebook and here's the result :D

射手老公　　不受束縛的自由派

射手老公是個長不大的小男孩，在十二星座裡，一向被列為難以駕御的頑皮角色。射手座天性樂觀，出手大方，喜歡幫忙別人，這樣的個性總是比較有異性緣，這也是令許多太座們抓狂的地方。

＜診斷＞
射手老公生性天真坦率，熱心並不一定熱情。他們對異性的興趣，是出一種天生的好奇心，兼具一點湊熱鬧的性質。他們真正想要的，還是自由自在的生活，和遨遊四海的人生。

＜治療＞
射手老公像皮球，拍得愈用力，彈得愈遠。他們天生帶著叛逆性，小的時候不愛聽父母嘮叨，當了丈夫也很討厭河東獅吼。怎麼樣與皮球相處呢？不要拍它，它就乖乖待在身邊囉！有一個射手老公，最好的方法就是不要管他，讓他隨心所欲。「無為而治」是與他們相處的最高境界。

＜叮嚀＞
處女、金牛、魔羯老婆：射手座過於自由的天性，使妳們有點難以負荷。如果把老公當風箏，妳會綁死自己。學習把他當皮球吧！
雙魚、天蠍、巨蟹老婆：學習獨立生活，就是最佳御夫術。射手老公並不喜歡朝夕相處，記得多給他們一些空間。
雙子、天秤、水瓶老婆：風象星座和射手座一樣，都是往前看的星座，你們在溝通上雖然沒問題，不過得注意一下現實生活。
牡羊、獅子、射手老婆：不要為射手座的直率言論生氣，不做作的性格，也代表他們不會說謊

Quite interesting...but all in chinese...sorry about that :P

2010-06-21T03:00:00.007+08:00

Great, isn't it, how I can think about you for hours? Great, isn't it, how I could talk to you all day? Great, isn't it, how I want to be with you all the time? Great, isn't it, how I care about you so much? Great, isn't it, how I can feel all these things when you don't feel the same? Terrible, isn't it, how all these... great things only bring me tears and pain?!!!

I would have chosen to be with you if the choice was mine to make. But you can make decisions too and you've decided you want this heart to break...

I really shall move on from now...It'd been too much for me to think, to ask, to give, to hope. But keep in mind that...

"Although you may not love me, although you may not care, if you shall ever need me, you know that I'll be there. Your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me."

2010-06-20T17:31:00.000+08:00

A-team is highly recommended movie for this month...so catch it if you had not :D

When you love someone, you give everything without thinking twice, deny the truth, believe in lies, do crazy things that you can’t explain and cry over things that hurt you but still stay and say, “I’m okay.”

2010-06-17T16:34:00.003+08:00

Ytd finished watching this k-drama named Personal Preference/个人趣向. This a highly recommended drama for this year, it's only 16 eps... :D

2010-06-15T14:43:00.001+08:00

You wanna know what’s hard? It’s not when I don’t get to see you as often as I like, it’s not when I don’t think of you at night, it’s when I start loving you knowing that it’s not right.

2010-06-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

바보처럼!!!

2010-06-13T03:25:00.011+08:00

This'll be a very emo and heartbreaking post...to me

Because I am a fool...

a fool who fell in love with u again.... a fool who shared his luckiness with u... a fool who gets jealous when u're outside with him not replying my msgs... a fool who gets angry with you for nth... a fool who trying out to touch ur heart... a fool who keep wanting to know what you're doing... a fool who woke up early just to msg u in the first few weeks of ur school... a fool who gets heartbroken when see the closeness between u and him during the grp outings... a fool who continued liking you even knowing there's someone in ur heart... a fool who put you as the factor for certain things... a fool who thinks of you... a fool who prayed for ur health and studies every night before slp... a fool who thought that your smile is meant for me... a fool who dont want to lose the sight of you... a fool who kept checking if you're online... a fool who said you look great in your clothing... a fool who want to spend more time with you... a fool who smiled when u replied back... a fool who willing to help u whole-heartedly... a fool who trusted you...
A fool who got fooled by you...

毕竟对你...我只不过是个傻瓜而已。

I want to scream, I want to shout,
I want to have faith and never doubt.
I want to bend, I want to break,
to sleep and never wake,
...to break down walls and to escape,
be alone and hide my face.
I want to feel, I want to touch,
I want to stop wanting you so much.

2010-06-11T22:54:00.001+08:00

第二顺位...

2010-06-09T16:34:00.001+08:00

It'd been told... Letting go this love now...

You'll have my blessings... ^^

2010-06-07T12:15:00.001+08:00

(credits to huimin's blog)

Quite interesting and meaningful...

Considered urself more blessed and fortunate =]

Frankie J - Drivin' Myself Insane [ Lyrics ] + [ Download Link ]

2010-06-05T23:15:00.001+08:00

2010-06-04T01:29:00.003+08:00

yooooooooooooooo i'm back from genting to singapore... Stepped sg's ground at 10pm... Miss me much?!!!! I guess not... :P

Should I update abit on my trip? Hmmm....

Sometimes we fall in love with someone who doesnt even love us back, but we continue on loving them to show them our love and affection for them even if it hurts to know that they dont love us back.

In my life, I met someone whom I loved and cared for. I gave everything, I fought for her. But one thing I forgot to do is to ask if she wanted me too.

If you admire the rainbow after the rain,
then why not LOVE AGAIN after the pain.

I know you no longer care but I won’t ask why. I would never ask questions that would only make me cry. I know you'll go and I can't ask you to stay. There's no reason for you to. You're not mine anyway.

It hurts to love in vain, hurts even more to know that the one you love is loving someone else. But what hurts most is finding out that she’s loving someone else cause you never gave her the chance to love you.

Love until it hurts and when it hurts, love some more. Love until you don’t care about the pain, until you stop expecting anything in return, until all that matters is loving that person the best way you can.

Happiness lies in those who cry, those who have been hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

When you make decisions, follow your heart and not your mind. For if your mind’s decision fails, you regret. But if your heart fails, you just smile and say, “Nice try.”

2010-05-30T14:58:00.003+08:00

Don’t force yourself to fall in love just because you think it’s your turn. Wait for a while, maybe cupids are having a hard time searching for the heart that deserves the kind of love you can give.

It hurts to say goodbye to a person you love knowing that life won’t be the same without him/her. But it’s better to give up rather than to fight knowing that you’re the only one fighting.

2010-05-28T12:55:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don't trust them,
but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you..
& sometimes you have to let them go, not because you suddenly stopped loving them,
but to see if they love you enough to come back..
...Take the risk.. it's for your own good and for the sake of your relationship..

2010-05-28T02:18:00.001+08:00

I never hated you for not loving me. I never hated seeing you with the person you love cause I know you’re happy. However, I hate you for making me fall even more when I’m trying to let you go.

2010-05-28T01:38:00.006+08:00

what for ask me things that you alrdy wanted. wats the pt when u really wanted tat slot and ask me for?

Tonight...much a raging feeling in my heart... deepest moment.

No patience, don't wait in the first place.

2010-05-20T22:43:00.004+08:00

You don’t love me, do you? You don’t care for me, do you? I’m letting you go now. Why? Cause I have done everything to have you and you? You have done nothing and yet you have me.

I would hate for you to find somebody new whom you'll really love coz it would mean losing you. At the same time, I realized, if I'm always scared.. I'd lose you anyway.

Don't try to understand everything, because sometimes it is not meant to be understood, but to be accepted.

2010-05-18T01:17:00.001+08:00

It hurts to love someone when you cant tell them what you really feel.
Because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing.
we get jealous without the right to feel that way.
we want their time without being in the right position to demand for it.
until our hearts are breaking in silence.
but despite of it all, we still c...ontinue to love them because somehow in this hurtful love,
there's still the hope of having simple moments with them.
even if its just for friends.

2010-05-14T01:09:00.001+08:00

I know that this is the time that i should forget my feelings for you...
I know that this is the time that i should move on and love someone else..
because I know you already love someone else right now..
but i won't do that... I will never be that selfish..
I rather say that "I'm happy that you met someone"
even it will make my heart hurts.

I rather help you and teach you to love him more
even it will make my heart breaks into pieces..
Because i care. I care so much for you and I'm afraid that he might hurt you
Becase if he ever hurts you, you just might need me to comfort you...
And because i love you so much.. and i'm willing to give up everything just to make you happy..

2010-05-13T01:05:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you just gotta take that chance and risk it all, even if you lose it all in the end. it's better to know than to spend the rest of your life wondering what could have happened.

So true...

2010-05-12T01:40:00.002+08:00

There are times when i wish that i was limited to certain emotions so that... I'll never have to
experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken...

but the same thing means that I'll never know how it feels to love and be loved in return...
the thought of it kind of scared me...

2010-05-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

When he's the only one who made you angry, sad and happy,

and

You're the only one who made me angry, sad and happy.

2010-05-02T19:01:00.001+08:00

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.

2010-04-27T15:51:00.002+08:00

2010-04-27T01:43:00.001+08:00

2010-04-27T01:24:00.001+08:00

It's not been long since then
And I've start a new beginning
But then I see your face
So close but so far away
My heart it went back again

Without a word, Goodbye finds my way
It finds me and it laughs in my face
The game is set and done
neither of us won
But I'm the only one in pain

Without a word, You took me by surprised
Without a word, everything changed
it'll never be the same
never be the same
My mouth is closed there are no words
You left me without words

Maybe I'll just let it hurt
Sink, like a lesson learned
Soon it will all fade to gray
leaving nothing but
Memories

2010-04-25T15:53:00.003+08:00

Jang Keun Suk Fan Meeting

Yesterday, I went to this event at suntec rock auditorium that I won by luck :D and I invited Xie Yao because i know that she's quite crazy about him...and after the event, i guess she's more crazier about him. LOL

At first, I'm not really into this idol but after the fan meeting, an enlightenment came. I meant my opinion changed. I'm gonna watch his korea drama "You're Beautiful".

All the fans came from different countries like Taiwan, China, Japan, Hong Kong, Korea, Indonesia mostly are asia.

The fan meeting ended like ard 9pm... quite late for taking a dinner, plus, most are closed. So we decided to go ASTONS. The food there are nice and affordable but i'm unable to finish up mine. @@

After that, headed home.

You felt this way to him, but I felt the same way to you.
I finally know.
:)

2010-04-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

只怪自己当初没有抓紧你的手, 失去了你我才知道你有多重要, 现在说后悔也没有用, 心虽然很痛...只怪自己当初没有将爱说出口, 现在想说深爱你也找不到借口, 失去你以后, 我连呼吸也好难受.................................

2010-04-14T16:49:00.003+08:00

wooooooh... first post in april... well...after 8 yrs of isolation with msia, i went m'sia with william and huimin ytd... supposed to have more ppl coming but certain things happened....

Went to the city square...my first time there ^^ quite big... got a city called innercity which sells those fashion clothing... had lunch at ke ren lai restaurant ordered set meals...snacks...drinks... It turned out to be a good lunch :D

Walked ard....from top to bottom...managed to get a long sleeved shirt and a t-shirt...while huimin brought a BRIGHT red bag and william...empty-handed.

Ard evening time...headed back to singapore... well..quite a good short trip hope to have a oversea trip soon.... I DONT WANT NS!!!

2010-03-28T19:57:00.002+08:00

This week had been a JP's week...

Monday, went out with jc and xy to buy hm bday presents at JP.

Tuesday, went to meet TOMOs at JP's bus interchange and headed to ARENA country club's Tung Lok Seafood for a dinner buffet... Hope it turned out to be a good dinner for them =]

Thursday, went to jurong medical center for my medical chkup review. Well...it was not a serious thing told by the doctor. Hope MINDEF can post me to PES C for this reasons. :X

Friday, met jc and xy at CCK and headed to boon lay and met chin boon. Took bus 154 to lakeside fishing village for a prawning session!!!! It was fun...but need patience the most...the type of bait also plays a part too... hope for another session soon!!! =]

That's all.

2010-03-15T17:17:00.002+08:00

hmmm lets do a little update...

First@work... It wasnt great till we have a change of managers at the beginning of march. New working system...felt so 'SIAN' and its more tired than previous~ but well...this gonna end soon when i going to NS for attachment.

Next@outings... I hope for more outings with my frens...and hope i can make it for each of them before going to government sector.

Well tats all i guess... haven cfm which PES im in, still have some tests running this week. wish me all the best :D

2010-02-25T16:34:00.002+08:00

Had a great day ytd... Outing with Mei ting, Patrica, Leonard, Andy and Esmond...

First, met Esmond, Andy and Patrica at cityhall to write words on MT's present card and have our lunch.... Thereafter, we went to eunos to ride on Leo's rented car to Old Lim Chu Kang!!! Went there to visit farms like goat, frog...and we got lost around the area. We explored the area for ard 2 hrs

at abt 5pm, we drove to JP to buy some lottery...and the Q was freaking long compared to my nearby shopping center. After that, we drove to kallang market to have our dinner... the foods there are NICE! :D

Dinner liao jiu go Kallang Leisure Park to have a bowling session... Split in 2 team - MT, Leo and I; Patrica, Andy and Esmond. My team won in total of the points... been so long since i rolled that bowlball.

All of us got the taste of the steering wheel in the empty carpark there... it was fun but safety comes first... =]

After all the fun there, we headed to tampines for a supper, Roti Prata... the cheese prata with mushrooms was great!!! 1st time trying it... =]

Prata finished... Sent everyone back to home.... I really enjoyed much... thanks guys and gals!!!

2010-02-18T00:51:00.002+08:00

Ytd, went wj's hse to play MJ with jc, xy, wj and wj's fren and lost less than $2 which is good... ard 5.15pm, off to my hse for steamboat session with more frens like aloy, william, huimin, robin, berlinda, wei xiang, chin boon and marcus. After steamboat we lao yu sheng at abt 9.30pm cuz aloy gtg back his camp... and he went off with robin and wj.
Then its BLACKJACK session...well...i can say...i must control... HAHA! =x

2010-02-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

Officially end of poly life for me, starting from today... Felt very happy yet lost... Because after NService... need to plan what im gonna do... most prolly start working in semiconductor industry :D

Anyway, Happy Lunar New Year to all. =]

2010-01-27T01:09:00.004+08:00

So lazy to update a post on my blog...but in the end, i still did like now! :D

My three years of poly life coming to the end...like 2 more week+ containing 4 tests and fyp, after all these, i'm FREE away from school...but say hello to NS... i think NS is a waste of my time!!! i could just work in Globalfoundaries for tat 2 yrs time!!!! damn!!!

wondering when's my enlistment date...and i have a checkup yet to go on march 31st, i really hope nth wrong/bad for my heart =[

2010-01-15T17:57:00.002+08:00

罗志祥 - 爱不单行

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都像我一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗
为何我还相信它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到爱情那个枷锁

爱只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗
为何我还相信它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗
为何我还相信它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信它

2010-01-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

Time to update abit.
I'd like to share about a 综艺节目 Variety show from Channel 8.

心晴大动员2 Life Transformers 2.

This show is really meaningful and touching to me...It taught me about many things, most importantly - Family. It showed me how different kinds of families like motherless family; family with disability; family with financial problem; live in their own life. After watching and compared them to mine, I felt very fortunate and happy to have my family... It's very heartpain watching how they live with their situations. Sometimes when the hosts having conservation with the family, my tears almost roll down...but I hold back because I'm watching with my mum and not to let her to see me in tears...

It's a very good show, worth to watch...and let u understand no matter how hard your life can be...is your life harder than theirs?

Cherish whatever you had now esp. Family & Friends, and live happily. =]

2010-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

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2010

2009-12-30T16:48:00.002+08:00

Today went back school to do FYP...and heard a news that shocked me... my friend Hadi was in coma after a bike accident last week...I was totally in shock...

I really pray that he can wake up soon and recover fast...

Life's unpredictable... Safety and health are the ones that we need to keep in our mind in whatever we doing.

2009-12-28T21:35:00.003+08:00

Update a little to keep my blog alive...

Last week had a christmas eve countdown cum gift xchange with my tomos in my hse... lazy to update the whole thing but... i shall consider to have it next yr anot. haha... not only i got xmas gift, i also got my belated bday gift from berlinda and all, its a pair of slipper from newurbanmale. Also not forgetting xieyao's present which is photo album and photo frame. Thanks all. =]

Didnt get to slp and straight went to work from 11am to 8pm... damn shag~

My bday present but its size 9.

Went for a change to different color and size 10/11.

2009-12-21T21:50:00.002+08:00

Today, watched Bodyguards and Assassins - Not bad. Also brought some X'mas gifts for friends...and had dinner at BREEKS then sweet home... =]

2009-12-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

Today is special day where I do my part of little kindness and made a blood donation for the first time... it was a whole new experience for me... =]

The soft toy thats help to pump my blood...

Hope my blood can help a person...and maybe I will donate again next year.

2009-12-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

ytd night went to butterfactory with mabel, elieen and colin...but made 3 new frens there...

enjoyed the night though only 2 glasses of vodka ribena but it was the first time when Im quite into dancing.. haha

hope to have another club session with them again =]

2009-12-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me, myself and I! =]

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It's better to just quietly miss someone. Rather than letting them know and just get no response.

“People want to be in love so badly that they throw themselves in it, without stopping to figure out if it’s real.”

Stay true to yourself. Don't waver.

If I could have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and this life. But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year to spend a longer time with you.

Have you ever been deeply in love?

How do you define love?

Do you make people fall for you and feel a short damn moment of happiness?

Then the next thing you do, dump them?

If that's how you define love then I should say you've loved me quite well.

"I've finally realized the people that you love who don't love you back are just another lesson in life .. it's like God is teaching us that there can be so much better than what we thought was the best."

I would have chosen to be with you if the choice was mine to make. But you can make decisions too and you've decided you want this heart to break...

I really shall move on from now...It'd been too much for me to think, to ask, to give, to hope. But keep in mind that...

"Although you may not love me, although you may not care, if you shall ever need me, you know that I'll be there. Your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me."

A-team is highly recommended movie for this month...so catch it if you had not :D

When you love someone, you give everything without thinking twice, deny the truth, believe in lies, do crazy things that you can’t explain and cry over things that hurt you but still stay and say, “I’m okay.”

You wanna know what’s hard? It’s not when I don’t get to see you as often as I like, it’s not when I don’t think of you at night, it’s when I start loving you knowing that it’s not right.

I want to scream, I want to shout,I want to have faith and never doubt.I want to bend, I want to break,to sleep and never wake,...to break down walls and to escape,be alone and hide my face.I want to feel, I want to touch,I want to stop wanting you so much.

Frankie J - Drivin' Myself Insane [ Lyrics ] + [ Download Link ]

Sometimes we fall in love with someone who doesnt even love us back, but we continue on loving them to show them our love and affection for them even if it hurts to know that they dont love us back.

In my life, I met someone whom I loved and cared for. I gave everything, I fought for her. But one thing I forgot to do is to ask if she wanted me too.

If you admire the rainbow after the rain,then why not LOVE AGAIN after the pain.

I know you no longer care but I won’t ask why. I would never ask questions that would only make me cry. I know you'll go and I can't ask you to stay. There's no reason for you to. You're not mine anyway.

It hurts to love in vain, hurts even more to know that the one you love is loving someone else. But what hurts most is finding out that she’s loving someone else cause you never gave her the chance to love you.

Love until it hurts and when it hurts, love some more. Love until you don’t care about the pain, until you stop expecting anything in return, until all that matters is loving that person the best way you can.

Happiness lies in those who cry, those who have been hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

When you make decisions, follow your heart and not your mind. For if your mind’s decision fails, you regret. But if your heart fails, you just smile and say, “Nice try.”

Don’t force yourself to fall in love just because you think it’s your turn. Wait for a while, maybe cupids are having a hard time searching for the heart that deserves the kind of love you can give.

It hurts to say goodbye to a person you love knowing that life won’t be the same without him/her. But it’s better to give up rather than to fight knowing that you’re the only one fighting.

I never hated you for not loving me. I never hated seeing you with the person you love cause I know you’re happy. However, I hate you for making me fall even more when I’m trying to let you go.

You don’t love me, do you? You don’t care for me, do you? I’m letting you go now. Why? Cause I have done everything to have you and you? You have done nothing and yet you have me.

I would hate for you to find somebody new whom you'll really love coz it would mean losing you. At the same time, I realized, if I'm always scared.. I'd lose you anyway.

Don't try to understand everything, because sometimes it is not meant to be understood, but to be accepted.

Sometimes you just gotta take that chance and risk it all, even if you lose it all in the end. it's better to know than to spend the rest of your life wondering what could have happened.

I want to scream, I want to shout,
I want to have faith and never doubt.
I want to bend, I want to break,
to sleep and never wake,
...to break down walls and to escape,
be alone and hide my face.
I want to feel, I want to touch,
I want to stop wanting you so much.

If you admire the rainbow after the rain,
then why not LOVE AGAIN after the pain.